My latest neurosis obviously revolve around labor and childbirth. I'm worried she'll be early.....and worried she'll be late. I'm worried she'll come too fast and we won't get to the hospital.....and worried she'll get suck and I'll need a c section. What if she can't breastfeed....what if all she wants to do is breastfeed? What if C hates her....or tries to smother/hug her? Ya know, completely contradictory stuff with no resolve. Awesome.
I know it'll be okay and we'll all survive, but in the meantime - damn. The stuff that keeps you up at night is almost as weird as pregnancy dreams, but that's a whole different post.
|He's a good big brother already. He only throws the doll occasionally.|
What do you get irrationally anxious about?